This morning the sky is clear and the sun is bright. The air is crisp and my windows are open part way. My energy is up again and my mood is lifted. Now I know it was mostly the weather that made me blah the last few days, and it makes me wonder, what the heck am I going to do when winter comes! I know I get blue every year and just want to curl up and hide from the world at times, but I wonder if this year is going to be worse! Yikes! I will have to make sure to make myself get out and be with people, no matter what mood I'm in. It amazes me how the sunshine affects me so deeply, but it does and always has.
I've been thinking a lot about getting a job again. I do want one so I have something to do during the day. I'm going stir-crazy! I find myself feeling more lazy, and that is not good! I have been reading a lot, which is relaxing and enjoyable, but that's about it (other then the regular daily chores of life). Yes, I need to do something but still nervous about that interview crap and then learning the job itself. Hell, where did my self-confidence go? Anyway, in my heart I know that the job will be easy to grasp, but their is that small little part from my past that puts the doubt in there. I dealt with that all through college too, so it's nothing new. I am better about it at least :)
I am now going to get changed and hit the road for a wonderful cool, bright sun shining walk/run :)